liezel graham

author | poet | thread artist

I am a storyteller and a poet.

I use words and thread, pencil and needle, paper and fabric.

my work is an ongoing conversation with myself.

the woman could feel it returning.

from where she did not yet know, and perhaps this part of the story is not that important.

yet.

but, she had learned that everything and every, small thing carries some sort of message, some crumb of wisdom.

— to know this and ignore it, either messenger or message, had only ever caused her journey to be delayed in a wrangling of things that would seek to hold her captive.

the woman was tired of being held captive by the things she did not have the courage to name.

yet.

such a small word.

but i digress.

on this day, in this moment, the woman could feel something shifting its weight.

she leaned in closer with her owl-ears.

the listening was already a gift from her old body to the small child that lived inside her skin.

something was flitting in the undergrowth behind her eyes and the light was a thing that breathed.

the world, or rather, her world—the one inside of her, was beginning to feel familiar again, in a new way.

a small paradox: that being open to the aching within the story of her life allowed old, hidden things to return as new friends.

the breeze, delicious on her skin, the noise of life outside her window, the possibilities winking from the edge of stories.

‘pay attention’, she whispered into her own story.

something is returning on light, cat-feet.

and it breathes.

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8 responses to “the woman could feel it returning”

  1. Marys favourites comrie Avatar
    Marys favourites comrie

    Thank you dear Liezel for this exquisite piece I LOVE it xx

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    1. liezel graham Avatar

      My lovely friend, thank you!

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  2. mdsirmon Avatar
    mdsirmon

    Courage – naming things that frighten us.

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    1. liezel graham Avatar

      Courage. Yes. Thank you, Maryella. xx

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  3. Tina Unsell Avatar

    Yes… I know this feeling. The way something unnamed begins to shift its weight and breathe again inside you.

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    1. liezel graham Avatar

      Yes… and how we lean in and listen and then make something with that. x

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  4. famousthoughtfully174b84ea05 Avatar
    famousthoughtfully174b84ea05

    I read this again, and I realized this time around with fresh eyes, that letting in what I’ve shut out really does let in more of the painful, and to be looked at in a different, newer way now that I’ve grown courage. And this freedom also lets in the more joyful, and yet the gratitude for both pain, and the joy.

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    1. liezel graham Avatar

      There is so much gentle, but hard-won, wisdom in your words. We only grow more courageous by walking straight into the the things that we fear. xx

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