liezel graham

when you have lived your

whole life,

whole and at peace,

in one place.

does the soil remember you?

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the old plum tree in the

back garden,

heavy with pink promise.

will she miss the sound of your voice, too?

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and the gnarled jacaranda

on the front path,

blushing brazen purple every spring.

will she long to feel your hands

as night begins to sing?

.

and then,

there is more.

.

there is you

and

there is me

and

there is

this love.

.

this

love.

.

what about this?

i wonder,

will it remember

us?

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—musings on grief.

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© Liezel Graham 2019.

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Photograph by Irina Iriser.

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My Ouma lived her whole life in the same small town in the Eastern Cape, South Africa.

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She spent most of her married life and after my Oupa died, in the same house. A house that she adored.

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There is an old plum tree that bears masses of sweet plums and a gnarled jacaranda tree that covers the front garden with a carpet of purple blossom every spring.

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This old house and garden have been a part of my life ever since I can remember.

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Today’s poem is more free-form musing than poetry, but I hope it speaks to someone else who might be on the same journey as me.

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My heart is much lighter since Sunday when my Ouma left us and I have a great deal of peace,

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liezel