in the quiet of this morning i made oatmeal, rich with cinnamon and honey’s golden kiss.
i do this every day, and also,
i whisper blessings on the hands that made this and not just mine, no.
all the hands that planted, and watered, and harvested, and packed, and delivered, and the lovely hands that work at the till in the shop where i bought all of this goodness.
all of this light.
how beautiful is this life of mine, i say as i eat all of this love.
and i say thank you to the bees, and the earth, and the trees, and my body, who i so often forget.
but lately, i don’t.
because late one night and early some mornings, when the earth was sleeping, i dared to ask for more.
more light, more God, and truth like i have never known.
and i watered my hopes and my bones with tears, and they were seen.
and they were heard.
so small and so quiet.
i was heard.
and now i see God everywhere, but seldom where i was told he was before, and now i don’t look for him there anymore.
because he is here in the light that falls on my bedroom floor, even before i vacuum it, can you believe that?
even in the dust, on my floors and on my shelves and on my life, even here.
but dust, is what i am made of and more — little bits of stars and heaven and tears and earth.
and floors are where i have found holiness, and him — yes, God.
and there is more to this, if i may tell — he is in the postman too when he comes to my door, but i don’t think he knows it yet, so i will keep on speaking kindness over him until it blooms white hot in his soul.
and i call him by his name, God, and the postman,
and i say thank you for all that i have received, from Him, and from him, yes, even the mail.
and just in case someone else further back has forgotten that we are all holy, i say thanks for him too, the postman.
the one who delivers my mail with his soul.
it is only a simple prayer.
holy, with the fragrance of heaven, and somewhere out there in another part of home and earth, someone once touched the cinnamon on my oats, and i bless their hands, and their heart, and their body, and their soul, and for them too, i ask for more.
and this is how i change the world, and this is how i open the windows.
and God finds me here, in the dust, and in the light where it falls.
— the holiness of cinnamon, and more.
© Liezel Graham 2019.
Photograph by Alessio Cesario.