the year is dying in my hands
and
i am filling my apron
with a feather
for hope,
and
tiny bits of tumbled sea glass
for courage.
when the waters rise,
they will not wash over me.
a pinch of faith,
you only need a little,
and
a quilt of mercy
to warm my heart
that
at
times
has
loved
so coldly.
i will guard the spring.
guard it fiercely,
so that only
love
will
flow,
but i know
that i am cut from rough cloth
and
grace
is the bread that keeps me alive,
and you.
so
i will give
and give
and give,
until
we cannot see
who we once were,
for all the love.
that,
is how they will recognise us.
the broken ones.
not the knowledge.
not the perfection.
not the raised eyebrow,
but
the
love.
it’s how i recognised you,
when
all
i had known was failure.
you loved me first,
and
never
stopped.
and i will not worry about
my hips
or
my wrinkles
or
my yesterdays
or
my tomorrows.
i am held.
and because i am the one,
that
one,
who deserves an entire parable.
yes.
the one
who wanders
and
strays
into thickets
and
thorns,
where others see the danger,
i will remember that i was searched for
over and over,
every time
and
i too will
search
when others get lost.
i will not be the pointing finger,
but
the open hand that says,
here i am.
let me be
a light in a glass jar,
shining
in spite of it all.
— a new year’s song.
© Liezel Graham 2018.
Photograph by Anshu A.
{a repost from 2018}.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your tremendous support, your friendship, your encouragement, your willingness to be vulnerable and your courage in sharing your hurts and your joys, here on my page!
You are all so beautiful!
2020 will be a tremendously exciting year for me. I have a recording session lined up in January where I shall be recording a selection of my poems, my second book will be published in March and I have been afforded a wonderful opportunity to teach on vulnerability and creativity in April (more to come on that later in the year).
I shall also be starting a group off this page for those of you who want to explore writing as therapy, or as a healing tool in your own life — a safe space where you can share your writing, ask for feedback from others (or not), enjoy writing prompts and perhaps just find your feet as a writer. More on that in the new year and it doesn’t matter where you are in terms of skill — this will be a space to heal.
I wish you a spacious, honest New Year,
liezel
Your new year poem… oh my! I was so moved by the truth and beauty of your words. Thank you so much… writing as therapy writing as healing… yes your writing tutors us in both of those blessings. Thank you again…
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Thank you so much, Shelly! Wishing you a beautiful New Year.
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you show me the way to myself and I am so grateful…your words are alive and precious.
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Thank you, dear Suzanne!
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